June 21, 2012 by Erin
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Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on …. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself … (Matthew 6:25-34 ESV)
I hate big decisions. I hate transitions. I hate feeling unsure. Some people are antsy, you know? They don’t like staying in one place too long. Not me. I would much rather be settled, steady, and sure. I want to know what’s ahead.
Unfortunately, that has simply not been how my life has worked thus far. Every time I think I’m settled on something, God has a way of messing up my plans. If my adult life has been marked by anything, it’s transition. More often than not, I have been absolutely clueless about my next step. I’m learning, though, that God works in unique ways during those transition times.
It hasn’t exactly been fun, but not knowing what’s next forces me to rely on Jesus. It reminds me to seek Him continually and look to Him for wisdom and provision. When I’m not sure of anything else, I remember that Jesus is sure. I know this should be the state of my heart all the time, but, honestly, it isn’t yet. He’s showing me how to trust Him, and sometimes I think He has to shake things up to get me back on track.
It’s more than that, though. I think God uses times of uncertainty in all of our lives to show us more of Himself. I’m actually beginning to cherish those times, because He always comes in such sweetness during them. Usually afterward I realize that He’s shown me something new, that I know Him better. And isn’t that the whole point? No matter where we are or what we’re doing, first and foremost, we are called to know Him.
Over and over, He has proven His faithfulness to me. His plans always turn out better than mine. When I seek Him, nothing else matters. The details seem to fall into place. Just like He said they would. He sees the next step, and that is enough.
Pops - June 21, 2012 @ 6:24 pm
Not only is He certain and sure, as you penned, but timely as well…as your insight was to my situation right now. Thanks for the encouraging (what a great word…something that gives courage) reminder of His trustworthiness.
Elisabeth Key - June 21, 2012 @ 7:24 pm
I needed this. Thank you.
Kendra - June 21, 2012 @ 11:34 pm
All caught up with your blog– it’s quite enjoyable to read. Keep up the good work! Also, go pin something… ;)
Lisa - June 22, 2012 @ 8:22 am
Your head may prefer knowing what’s ahead but your heart loves adventures. I’m so thankful that our Father is training you to have them. There’s always something wonderful ahead! :)